Whenever I start planning something, a few things happen. I get really really excited and wired and I can’t sit still. Then I start getting myself seriously stressed out that I won’t be able to handle it all and will fail miserably. And finally I start a full on freakout which includes calling a few of my better friends who just laugh at me and tell me to calm down.
So yeah. I’m planning stuff and it can be alternately frightening and exhilarating. I’m psyched about possibilities. I am always thinking of bigger and better and it sometimes gets me into trouble. But hey, I’m good for a laugh.
The downside to all this is that I get so worked up, I can’t sleep or eat a full meal without getting up at least five times to go write something down before I forget it. I need to be that “note to self” guy and walk around with a microcassette recorder. How lame am I?
On the brightside, sometimes things fall together so perfectly it cannot be anything but GOD, Grace, Beauty, Truth, all wrapped up neatly with a pretty sparkly bow. Love it!!
Ok, back to planning…